This idea might not be for everyone, but if you like watching or making videos on YouTube or Instagram, you should try making videos in English.
If you have access to a camera, or just a camera on your phone or computer, that is really all you need to start recording yourself.
And if you are not ready to show them to anyone, that is okay. You can upload your videos to YouTube or Vimeo as unlisted, so they will not be available to the public, but they will also not take up space on your computer or phone.